5 months

it has been 5 months since i've written an entry. 5 blissful months with you. 5 months of playful teases and flirtatious jokes. 5 months of endless passionate kisses and exchange of body warmth. 5 months of love notes. 5 months of not knowing what's to come. 5 months of doubt seeping its way through. 5 months of skepticism wrapped around us. 5 months till our love drowned in a pool of sorrow. 5 months till we realised we were just fooling ourselves that we could make it through 5 decades or more. 5 months till we realised the end was when we started two and a half years ago.